working on writing to live

It is sunday afternoon. I am in a debate as to take a break. to blog. a debate as wether or not to blog about segregation in albany or discuss the block that i put on my memory to remember the last four years of my life.

Where does this block come from. the information is there. i know that it is , i just dont want to think about it.

the sun is coming and my thoughts are drifting with the clouds. Where do i start. from the beginning.


June first...... move to albany .

june second.... move out. of the way and let all insecurities and choices driven by past flood forward. dead. kill myself over four years, with out success. BAM! thats it. key point in Palais.

closing time

Expendable

I would like to say that i made a rash decision today. Although, the build up of my knotted insides makes me believe that this was a long time coming.

I quit my job.

As much as I would love to get into the details of the day, past month, even the whole year. I will not.

I will just admit my over all happiness.

I will be moving to Austin TX sooner than planned. Definitely not regrettably.